January 23, 2004

met him last night. played pool with him and his friend. and he's such a sweetie, he got me these purple dangly earrings! they're soo cute. hmmm, i'm just beginning to get used to what we have right now. just thinking that it might not be that bad after all. i just gotta deal with all my insecurities and have faith in us? oh well. i guess i should just enjoy what we have and yeah.

well, today was just as tiring as yesterday. went to like tons of houses and ate like a P.I.G! bleah. ahh well. i'm kinda wishing cny would be over tho. kinda sick of people asking me "so cheryl, what are you doing right now? waiting for results? which jc? working?" and all that crap. blahh. only myself to blame for not working hard enough i guess +sighs+

<-je -|- t'aime->

--* imperfect unsatisfaction 18:52 *-- [.//cry out**]